it seems as if every time i post on this blog i have to apologise for not blogging. in the past it was just a few days or one week, now it's always a few weeks at one go. SORRY! i can't find time! =(

*note to readers* please read this post slowly, devour every word, read between the lines, for it might be a month before i post again. LOL joking lah. not so long.

went to my cousin's wedding yesterday! the whole ceremony had such a blissful feel to it.. they were smiling happily all the time, and seemed so in love with each other! oooh~ so happy for them! (:
didn't realise that my cousin, whom i had looked at for 15 years of my life, is actually such a handsome guy! cute, yes, but never thought of him as handsome! what a pleasant discovery. :D
&& in the cartoon that described their love life, my cousin actually brought his girlfriend wife to the beach, asked her to close her eyes, then showed her the heart he had drawn in the sand with their names enclosed in it, and then knelt down to propose to her!
he's a romantic guy! since young he had just been this funny cousin who always teases me. didn't know his gentle side! another pleasant discovery. :D

it's a blessing to have two pleasant discoveries in the course of one day. it's an even greater blessing to be able, under such a scarce chance, to find that one true love whom you are destinied to in your life, and then spend the rest of your life with him/her.

btw the cousin i'm referring to is the one who always repairs my comp for me! now he surely no time liao lah, he needs to carry out the noble task of preventing our family line from going into extinction. xD

wa4 jin1 ngia4, a relative said. heheh. better if you don't understand it.

oh yar, thanks everybody for your birthday pressies!! love them lots! <<3
my mum purposely gave me a mushroom notebook for my birthday among other presents. >.<>poor books, i lament. HAHAA..
was in a superbly great mood that day because mrs choy has decided to postpone our bio test to tuesday! triple cheers! =))
then rushed to cwp to have dinner with stella & simin at night. TGIF!

speaking of TGIF, i'm once again reminded about my chui2 xin1 gan1-ness. LOL. damn the school for giving us mr kang for english, and then take him away. just dump us some bad relief teacher before mrs shirley chong comes back lah, so that we will adore her when she does! now i'm prejudiced against her. >.<

i look upon the moon and stars at 8:07 PM
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erm... been two weeks since i last posted. =X sorry lah! i very the busy one. LOL.

anyway.. 2007 is nicer than i expected! adventure camp was great too, though it stole away my fairly white skin and threw me an ugly brown colour without my permission. >.<

the trainers rock man! pulau ubin rocks too! chekku rocks even more!! =DD

our trainer is jeremiah aka papabear. he's cute and funny! (:
he forced me onto the high elements, and didnt let me down after i climbed up the ladder when he promised to, and then belayed me until i had no choice but to walk across the whole thing. >.<
but after that i liked camp more, cos i realised i wasnt afraid when i went up there, yuan lai wo hai bu lai mah! xD, so thanks papa bear! ( i wrote that on the reflection sheet you know, when they asked us what we learnt and i wrote to overcome our fears ). yah. but i didnt let him know about that. i immediately wa-laoed him when i got down. LOL.

the campfire was great too! i love our class's performances man! so cute.. and sexy! HAHAHAS..
and we got to see mrwee shake his ahem xP and hear him sing! he's like so different from when he's in school! immediately when school reopens he resumes his fierce and i-glare-at-you-and-you-are-dead demeanour. but it's hardly of any use. cos i will always remember his campfire xiu4 whenever i see him. HAHAHA! :X

anyway my hair was cut! @#$%#$%&* my $16 hair! RARRRHHHH!! at least the hairdresser was nice and understanding and didnt cut it too horribly. luckily the school had some ren2qing2wei4 to hire young hairdressers instead of old aunties who would probably just put a bowl over your head and chop off your head hair, secretly giggling at the thought of bowls floating in the hallways. -_-'''
and at least someone said sorry to me. hor, stm? HEEHEE.

erm.. what else? yeah, got my scholarship today. guofeng was sitting behind me, hasn't seen him for so long!
boonkee super laokui lor, she sat on the wrong seat for like so long and then only realised it after a long while, and had to move to the correct seat. LOL LOL!! xD

went shopping for clothes with mummie after that. bought a super nice outfit for my cousin's wedding and new year. ohman! shi4 mei3 de4 lor! and they are quite cheap too. 3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for THIS FASHION! ..... (:

CCA open house yesterday! i am struggling between two sides of me (imagine it literally. LOL!). i would like as many sec ones to join CO as possible, but i don't wanna teach them you know! yeah, being stuck in myself. how stupid. -.-

oh yar. this year's teachers are all great man! love them all! though it's busier than ever this year, but the studyish feeling is nice and okay larrh. =)
and i like all my group peoples in miss seh's class! every time we go into that classroom we have to prepare to laugh our heads off, everyone of us kept chatting and laughing at the lame jokes we cracked, or usually at zhiheng's silly mimicries. HAHAHAAA...

in a geography group quiz..
miss seh: where is ....?
everybody: *bewildered with no answer whatsoever in our heads*
zhiheng: aiya! write somewhere that is impossible lah! *thinks for a while* write africa!!
our group: no lah!
......
miss seh: the answer is south africa!
our group(especially zh): *chui2 xin1 gan1* !!

LOL LOL. ok.. that's all for now. tata!~

i look upon the moon and stars at 8:55 PM
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AHA! the first day of school turned out greater than i expected! (:

in the morning when i woke up and began preparing for school i thought i could feel myself getting happy and excited at the thought of going to school once again! OMG! big fat irony man. o.O

anyway.. i was so happy and excited to see all my friends once again after such a long time of hibernation, (though we did went out), and then observing the teachers and making weird comments. HAHA..!

very funny lah, when mrlim was announcing the various discipline heads for the different levels, he came to sec 4 and 5s. then he announced that their discipline head would be mr steven wee, and then all of them went, "OHHHH..." in those kind of despaired and dredaded voices. LOL so funny lah! HAHAHAHAHA!
and when it came to the sec twos and their discipline head was mrlim once again, everybody cheered as usual. @_@

i was caught for my hair by so many people. first was my form teacher who asked me to tie it up the next day, then miss lim came over and asked her to send me to the barber, then i tied it up and nothing happened later on(i think she doesn't know i didn't go to the barber), then lastly mdm lee spotted me tying my hair afterwards and said, "it's too short to tie up, and too long to keep, so must cut.", and then sent me to the barber and said that she was going to cut it STRAIGHT for me. OMG!

AHH! so embarrassing! >.< luckily in the end the hairdresser cut it for me(thank goodness!) and it turned out oohkkae.
i like the hairdresser! she understands how we feel and tries to cut for us as nicely as possible! =D

afterwards miss lim said "sorry ah" for catching me worx! ^^

ms yvonne seh is nice, cute and funny! (: her homeroom is nice, and i think our group was the only one who interacted (she made everyone of us group together with boys and girls both in the group), and we were the noisiest group there i think. LOL!

after school, stmmy & i tried buying a drink with 5% alcohol in it in our SCHOOL UNIFORM, and though the drink can only be bought from ppl 18years and above, we succeeded! xDD
at first stm said definitely cannot de lah, then i said it'd be fun to try, so we tried, and the feeling of succeeding in something rebellious is shuang leh! =X

later after changing clothes we went to cwp, and bought all of her camp things, then met simin and we went for dinner! :D
first day of school is good, you don't have to think about anything, and just make use of the time to relax while you can to reward yourself early for the sufferings you are going to endure the rest of the year. hahas..

anyway, we had a great time! kept chatting and laughing and laughing, we ba4 zhan4 the table for a long while after we finished our delicious dinner! LOL! so funny man!
then we went touring the pasa-malam, and finally went home.
oh! great day!! =DDD

i look upon the moon and stars at 9:08 PM
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ARRGH!! tomorrow is the ever-dreaded day. with the force of dread from so many people, maybe time might travel slower and make tomorrow come later? =))
yeah RIGHT man. -_-'''

HAIYAAAA! why must they be so dead set on reopening school? ok i know i make no sense here because the school must open no matter what or it will gather dust/the teachers won't have anyone to torture/the teachers won't get their pay/...the students will rejoice!which is clearly what the school doesnt want to see!
THEY ARE SO MEAN! =[

i shall not start in on my tradition of cursing the school so that it will collapse or whatever, ...who wants to spend so much time talking about SCHOOL? hmm..

another saddening thing: it's 2007!
i know i should be enthusiastic like so many other people eg. those uber-high ones at vivo/sentosa/orchard..
but.. u can't help getting emo when u have to bid goodbye to a year and put it behind you, can you? Yes u can tell yourself that actually nothing has changed, everything is still the same, it's just a change of calendars, a change of dates, nothing else! 谈何容易。

speaking of calendars, i still hasn't been able to bring myself to stash away the 2006 calendar, so there're now two calendars sitting on my desk. -.-
since dunno when, i have had the habit of drawing smiley faces on the days i had fun on the calendar, and then writing a short description of the day. and this year's calendar is cramped so full of smileys!

i have had a wonderful year. the joy, fun, laughters. the tears, though way little compared to the smiles, keeps the balance.
luckily the memories won't go away, though they might fade, just because a new year has begun. thank goodness for blogs/photos/mind and memory.

i have learnt a lot, have changed little by little character-wise, for the better lah of course! realised that some things aren't so important as they seem, realised that some things are MORE important than they seem, are meant to be treasured, and you can't take them for granted all the time.
made new friends, almost lost a great old friend but luckily didn't, I LOVE YOU GUYS! <<3 i wish i'm able to give them as much as they have given me, hopefully i can do so this new year. (:

anyway... went out to orchard with stm, simin & boonkee on the last day of 2006! great way to end the year! (:

we planeed for 1130 but -no miracle here- stm arrived at 2. -__________-'''
so simin + boonkee + me shopped around first and ate KFC! *relishes taste* later when stm FINALLY graced (i'm being sarcastic, don't get thick-headed) us with her presence, we went to take neoprints! =D quite nice!

later boonkee went home and we went to KBOX!! chang4 ge1 loh! x))
had so much fun! we sang all sorts of songs, including feng fei fei's one *sheepish smile*, our traditional tuo1 diao4 =X, and lots more lah! great time man!
yeah, and i don't have to care if i go off-tune, which is something kind of regular larrh. HAHA.. :]]

&& our room is like a disaster area lah. -.- we spilled ice onto the floor, the guy who came in to serve us drinks spilled the drinks and making the whole room reek kind of vomitish because of some other person's milkshake, stm's drink spilled into her bag (HAHA! =X), our tv hung -_-'', yeah..
about the incidents relating to the liquids, i do believe that our room is a low-lying area where floods tend to occur.

then went to far east plaza after much tedious losing-of-directions, and after we had to depend on a map to find the way (seriously, seeing the map after that big detour was like spotting light in a deep dark pit. LOL).
shopped around and had dinner and then shopped around again! =)

when we were in THISFASHION, i said that a dress(those kind of strapless ones) is nice, and then simin walked over and said, "SO AUNTY!", after which she held the DRESS to her WAIST because she thought it was a skirt! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! stm and i kept laughing and laughing at her.. LOL LOL!!

went home at nineplus, and saw jiankai, pohkang, eugene, wentong, baoying. coincidental huh!

OK. i have decided to be optimistic. i am going to welcome the new year with big open arms. so..


[at this point in time, the thought of adventure camp crept into the once-peaceful and happy mind of optimistic weelijia, and bombarded her with its presence, and causing optimistic weelijia to lapse into a state of pessimisticness.]

i look upon the moon and stars at 8:17 PM
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