here to blog again!! :D

great news to share: i'm finally captivated by the charms of harrypotter, and can't pry myself off the book already! YAY think it's got something to do with my good mood this entire weekend. (:

so many people's been spoiling mrpotty for me these days! arrgh i shall continuing being the young boy in the famous chinese compo and breed my hatred and spread it by spoiling it for others too. :P i think i've already been doing that luh, so. hmm.

been listening more to the mp3 nowadays than other times. i think it's probably the best thing ever created on earth other than harry potter. hahaas..
started listening to songs which i loved in the past, past as in earlier months this year, not ten years back. =.= got stuck at one of the songs and kept replaying it again and again.
started tearing once again, and couldn't stop. it brought back too much memories, and the hurt and loss seeped in again.

almost seven years of friendship, does it really mean so little to you?
the many couple's world we've shared together; the 4hours at vivo which we spent together last time and which we were so proud of? the time we sat together at the beach and chatted for so long? the crazy times we always have at this fashion and ntuc? the many times we sat down at my busstop and chatted about everything? the stupid phone calls we always have, those which we would crap about what we'd do in our future?
the times when i'd worried and cried for you when things arent working out? the occasions u'd shown your concern for me in your own ways?

you really seemed to care in the past. now, i'm not so sure. i think the reason why i can't get myself to be angry at you, it's because of what you said once, when we fight, we never get angry anymore, we are hurt. our friendship's too deep, or what?
remember us planning to celebrate our tenth anniversary four years later? even then, i'd been scared things might not be the same by that time. how true it is.

you are hurting me more than you know. teacher's day is coming, hope we can go back to adp together, will we have made up by then?
yet, i know, things will never be the same.

haiz. i'm ok luh, the sadness went away once i switched off the mp3. so dun worry alright. (:
if i were to describe this past week, bittersweet would be the best word.
on the verge of losing a good friend, yet at the same time i felt the concern of friends who really do care. it's really nice to know that you do have people to turn to when you need them. thanks everyone. thanks for making me feel so loved and blessed. (:
and LORETTACHU!! remember what i've said in the smses, stop thinking that way, and cheer up too k!

so many people i know are having their own problems and feeling sad one way or another. already cast my patronus charm at my own set of dementors :P, and most of them have already gone away i think. so those who need me to help in terms of a patronus charm, i'm there k! =)

ohyeah. btw, found out my newborn niece's name! it's 韦欣如, her eng name's shirleen i think. holding her 1monthold bday party next sat/sun! can't wait to see her man. =D

teachers' day coming soon! our class is holding a party for msseh and some other teachers. i seriously love our class man. can't believe how much we've bonded in the recent months, would never have thought it possible at the starting of the year!
i think everybody, esp msseh, is really amazed too. she can't believe how "cool" and "happening" we are. lol.

ks, gtg already. night, everyone! ^^

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shit shit shit. i need to stop being distracted and start this blog post. msn is disruptive man. O.O

went for the bball match of PRESBhigh against CAThigh. we lost luh, by FOUR marks! nvm russel still got the mvp award!
it's so cute, everybody will start cheering very loudly whenever the ball lands in his hand or when he's going to try to score. YAY RUSSEL IS TALL AND LI HAI! xD

heheh. me and jiamin kept goggling at the cathigh bball players, no. 15 and 4 are good choices sia! hahaha jiamin is mesmerized whenever no.4 is running. =P i'm mesmerized by 15 the whole while. xD

i hate it that the hpt always seems to find it a must to cheer whenever there's any time to. can't we just sit back and stop stressing the bball players? i think they'd find us damn irritating loh. O.O

and the cathigh guy who held the flag and ran around the entire court after they won the game, walao everybody was staring and laughing at him can!
and he still continued holding the flag and swinging it around, he almost fell at one point! lol.

went walk walk and drink bubble tea with ym, zh, jm and jy. walked around aimlessly after we got our bubble teas, felt too immerged in it! bubble tea's always the answer to a dehydrated throat in need of some indulgence. (:

we met some hpt members on the way, and as u know, they were all wearing red, so it was horribly attention-catching and you3 jia4 shi4.
then zh said he wanted to act drama, then..

*next group of bright red people came towards us*
*zhiheng moves over*
*mr and mrs reds walk past*
*zhiheng mimicks falling over, blown off by gust of wind*
*mr and mrs reds stops and look around amusedly*
*we laugh hilariously

zh very gay, he drink ice kachang bubble tea which is PINK, ym very feng sao, she drink strawberry ice blended which is PINK too. heh. i drink normal LIGHT BROWN typical bubble milk tea. =D
after bubble tea was done jiamin accompanied me to buy sushi, then we damn enthu keep choosing the ones with very big amounts of ingredients on top, then after we paid, I WAS THE ONLY ONE EATING!! she didn't want to cos no image! arrgh!
yongmei's son was totally not proud of me man. O.O lol.

then we finally went to take the mrt with them shaking their heads at my image-lessness. LOL.

really cheered up after today! (: thanks zh for unknowingly pulling up my spirits! unknowingly as in before i smsed him telling him so luh. i gave him permission to swing his head again after he sees my sms. heh.
lol today we were talking abt childhood things while walking to the bball court, then we realised that our mums have told us the same some random ewww thing. LMAO not very good to say it here. xD

yeah. went through a whole lot in one week. emotional ups and downs, felt pretty terrible most of the time. cried and teared. ;(
but but! much better now already! thanks to everyone who've been there, and who've been so concerned, esp rongrong, bianbian, wolfie and jialing. yeah, made me feel really touched. thanks. (:

i'm a very lucky girl. couldn't stop thinking about that after i went home today, and in spite of everything, felt really blessed and happy.
couldn't help it and just piped up randomly to tell my mum that i have really great friends. hahas.
and now i have a sore throat because of continuous cheering at bball match -.- , and then continuous singing at home. :P

kk, gtg le. oh. and, CHEER UP, WOLFIE!! =D

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ever tried..

crying in the middle of an mrt trip, with friends around you who didn't even notice?
shocking yourself with tears that rolled down your cheeks suddenly during devotion time, and wiping them away frantically, scared that someone would see?
feeling plainly relieved that it's not obvious when you cry?
tearing fiercely while doing something as simple as sms-ing?
thinking of something and then breaking down uncontrollably?

tried all that in one day. for just one same person.
yet, it seems as though i'm the only one who cares?
don't even feel like arguing anymore. the result will still be the same.

down. :(

haiz. thanks wolfie anw! u made me cry too! T_T lol. in the touched way that is. u're a good friend. (:

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i realised something.
the world is seriously so beautiful when exams are over. :D

haha. ok i shall stop the crap. need to go sleep pretty soon already..

went out with 3Eppl to celebrate ahbian and jiayi the two beauties' birthdays by steamboat @marinasouth! had a great time with the people!

shopped at j8 with bb first to buy her nephew ricole's present, but we didnt get anything in the end cos the shops selling kids things there were incredibly small and limited. 0.0 so we ended up like this:
hehe.
i look weird. T_T












then met the other 3e ppl and we set off for zhenfahuohaixian! steamboat was a messy affair, at least at our table, with most of the guys. and since guys are usually not neat, we can justify the fact that the other table was a whole lot cleaner than ours.

look at how they dissect and savour the poor chicken wings!

jiacai seems damn happy. junhao's chicken has a very sad life indeed.
hmm.










miss seh came specially to see us and take photos with us! (: i think she's pretty surprised and impressed that 3ENDURANCE got class outing sia, and maybe she's abit touched too.

my, all rather everyone's, fav group photo! --

heehee. i think u'd know who the main characters are huh. kahliang did a very good job. xD











there were a few moments when i felt really touched when someone would take a piece of food from the steamboat and put it on my plate, saying that's just for me. though they are just simple and small gestures, it really made me feel like tearing. i seriously don't understand why.
thanks clara and chiagek for ur mussels and random foods, and chiagek for painstakingly cooking a great big shallot for me, only to be eaten by an unknowing kl later on. -.- and thanks yongmei for giving me the mushrooms. -.-
haha i'm still feeling that nice jerk in my heart right now when i'm typing this. the jerk i feel whenever i feel like i'm almost the luckiest girl in the world.. (:
thankyou, for all the blessings i have in my life.
i really feel very contented. (:

okok. back to the steamboat!

most of us took a break in the mid of it, and went to the arcade to watch jianwei play the hand-parapara thing. he was so zai lah!! (sorry that's the only appropriate word i can think of at the moment) he almost hit all the 'things' that appeared on the screen can! ohmy.
everybody was whooping and cheering whenever he finished one round, or when he did some very stylo moves. wowwee~
i think that's the thing nice about 3E. we feel happy and proud for someone whenever he/she does something great. yeah. (:

then some of us played car racing. bianbian got last in both tries. LOL LOL sorry ah write ur chou3 shi4 here. :P

then we went out again and ate a little before it was time for cake-cutting! =D bianbian specially served me a piece with the word "gek" on it! she wanted to give me "chia", but in the end i got "gek". loll. sounds funny. xD

and they started playing with the cake icing!!! ohmytian. at one point the three of them said "1,2,3" and then began chasing me around the place trying to get cake on me.
finally they caught me when i had already ran to tables with strangers at them, and smeared cake on my face. -.- the uncle at the table looked amused and wished me a "happy birthday". -.- i told him it wasnt my birthday. -.- lol wonder if he heard it.

after i wiped it off some idiot smeared a whole chunk of cake icing on my face, it was CHOCOLATE de can! mygoodness. O.O
and just at that moment somebody shouted for us to go and watch the fireworks, and i had to go out there with chocolate all over my cheek! lol.

anw the fireworks were really nice! so much nicer than singapore's ndp ones. -.-
chiagek and i watched it together at first (bleah to everyone out who's jealous), then after a while we went to join the guys and the others followed too.

LOL we kept competing with the little kids to see who could go "wahhh" the loudest. LOL and whenever we shouted very loudly the kids would get really bu shuang and would shout at the top of their lungs, which is still softer than ours lah. xD

at one point we said "1,2,3", and all of us shouted, " wahh-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha! " LOL LOL LOL we seriously did that can! hahahaha so funny.

kahliang: "if they just set off nuclear bomb there, definitely even more pretty one."
lmao.

then when the fireworks ended, everybody began moving away from the grass field, and we felt there was a need to have a finale. and it would be nice if we held the finale!
so we went, "1,2,3" again, and shouted a great big " WAHHHH! " LOL so many people turned around to look at us stunned lah! lol so funny so funny.

commemoration of our romantic time with the fireworks:

YAY. =D
see the small speck of fireworks at the left corner?
















finally went home afterwards. I LOVE 3E!! though we dun always talk very much, but there's this unmistakable bond between us that i'd nv have thought possible.
love all the times we'd shared. taman, when we really bonded for the first time, the outings, and so many other times too when we bonded for the random-est reasons.
and most randomly, i seriously love our homeroom man.

another more important randomness, the most compatible 3E couple! :D



needless to say. =DD

took loads more other pictures. but these are mainly the important ones. (: great time!

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YAY COMMONTESTS ARE FINALLY OVER!! whoohoooo~ :D

nobody in the class had any mood to listen to the teachers after the bio paper was over, not even the ever-so-cute-and-absolutely-wonderful tancheewee ( hahaha chiagek who ask u nv update blog? i can praise him to the skies and fa hua chi over him here while u can't hahaha ), so the teachers were quite can3.
haha mrschoy is the smartest, she let us play with plasiticine! xD and they made a figurine of me which fyi is a seriously balding old man with many wrinkles a fat body and skinny arms. -.- then they cut me up, or rather as what the kuku hym says, sui4 shi1 wan4 duan4, and made a RIP tomb for it. O.O

lol been fooling around and chatting in class almost every day this week after the exams since some teachers can't come, or hardly teach. so it was very shuang and very nice. (: i love 3E!

the half of our class pon-ed our eng lesson on tue, and then we were damn suay and got caught by a blur teacher who went to the wrong classroom. -.- then she scolded us and asked us to wait while she go check if what we were telling the truth.
and obviously we aren't so stupid, so after discussing we escaped from the classroom, then omg met her at the firstfloor corridor! LOL and she didnt see us! the whole group of us chiong-ed right past her, laughing all the way. xDD hahaha our class is always united at the wrong times.

ok anw ytd's assembly's mediators thing was cute! LOL " kua si mi kua, kua si mi kua si mi kua.. ~ " hahaha that was very funny! and ohmy the guy lead was shuai can! (not the fat one, although he was cute too)

then pon-ed both higherchinese and co to go bugis with sspx and pwl! =X walk walk buy things then stella went to braddel with weiling while i went to my cwp to wait for the two idiots who were playing soccer. o.o

harrypotty's adult version was sold out there! :( so i need to go all the way to northpoint to buy today. T_T

anw they finally came! LOL jh was damn scared i would kill him that he ran away the moment he spotted me. hahahaa..
and then he still dared to have his dinner while making wolfie and me wait for him! LOL so he got his retribution when the both of us kept shutting him up when he tried to talk in between his big mouthfuls and then resuming chatting on our own, not forgetting to shoot him whenever we feel like it. heheh.
and in the end under our torture he finished his rice AND meat AND soup in SEVEN minutes! wowee.

lol damn funny. couldn't stop laughing, and when we got to the cinema i felt guilty and suggested we should treat him better.
me: "aiya. junhao, u very handsome lah."
yc: "lol dun crack so funny jokes!"
HAHAHA sorry lah. xD

jh: "yay i dun need to sit with lijia!"
me: "yay i dun need to sit with junhao!"
yc: "erm. should i go yay i'm sitting with two people?" LOL.

anw THE SECRET was great!! really nice movie. romantic and touching! (:
wolfie and i realised that jaychou's character in the movie was damn like him. haha but obviously, he's more shuai, got more style, and can play the piano! :D
I also want to learn~ But i think its kinda too expensive for me! Grr, next time must let my daughter learn piano, or she'll regret like i do... Haiz.
- hahaha hahaha hahaha sorry lah wolfie. LOL LOL LOL. at least i adapted it. xD

after the movie was over i went all slumped in my seat and kept going on about how nice the movie was, totally ignoring the two people next to me.
wolfie: "girls are always like that." -.- like how boys always seem to get stuck chasing around a small white ball. =.=

was quite late after the movie, but still went down to buy some food. i missed dinner ok! lol we ps jh and walked a big round around the supermarket while he went around looking for us. =X sorry lah.. heh.

then went home finally! took the bus with wolfie. lyc, i will show it to you that i can snap my fingers. someday, sometime, I WILL SHOW IT TO YOU! i dun care if u can do that how many years ago, i will be the tortoise in the rabbit-tortoise race ok!
i shall go aroud snapping my fingers all day long. :P

anw. i dun like people to insult things that he/she don't understand, or rather, dun even bother to try understanding. i'm your friend, but u dun even try to see things in my perspective. and nobody goes around calling someone threeeight in every sentence. u might find it funny and entertaining, but seriously, IT'S NOT.
maybe i'm just too boring/irritating for you and ur new friends. maybe u shouldn't show it in that way of yours.
i can't even get myself to be angry. O.O

ah nvm. yesterday night was seriously fun! :D and later, we 3E ppl going to celebrate ahbian's birthday at marinabay! excited and looking forward to it! (:

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yeah, those were the pics for carnival! didn't take anymore after the parade cus i didn't bring the cam around with me. walao, the css concert! no camera there was so wasted loh! =[


that's how we think the plan view of a teacher's hair look like. i know my drawing suck but whatever.
HOHOHO can guess who? xD

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CARNIVAL PICS (:



YAY we rock and the photos we take are always so nice :D

OHMAN LOOK AT YONGMEI!! i can't stand her man! she looks seriously disgusted can. LOL LOL LOL.

phs! taken by princessbianbian. :P

the band.


uniformed groups..

that's daniel! xD

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HAPPY 42ND BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE !! (:

thanks for always being there for me through this 15years, and waiting for me to be back patiently the two times i've left you, and making me feel safe and secure all the time.
I LOVE YOU LOADS AND LOADS ! :D
( nevermind the fact that i'm getting way too mushy )

the ndp parade was nicer than the other years', which were so boring. i like the waterworks and the whole fact that everything was on and by the waters. must be so different to be there and to be in front of the tv. o.o

it was so cute when all the ministers started wearing the lions hats with the blinking eyes! oooh not only is our government better than the srilankan, northern ireland ones, and possibly the best in the world, THEY ARE CUTE TOO! singaporeans are xin fu man! ^^

i think the parachuters are incredible man. when it's time to jump, THEY JUMP! how can anyone, or rather me, do that?! mytian. 3=

fireworks are nice! like all the last years, i gave up trying to sqint at the tiny amount of fireworks i can see from my balcony halfway, and returning to the unreal, but still a whole lot clearer ones on tv. haiz.
some people can watch from the TWENTYFIRST floor of the HITASHI building in RAFFLES PLACE with the fireworks right in front of him, while some people, like me, can only watch from teevee. :(

hahaas. anw ytd was great! =D

went out in the morning with two weird :P people for shopping and lunch.
was late because i took the wrong train! walao that kind of thing is so unusual for me can! o.o
me: OMG OMG OMG i just realised i took the wrong train! ohshit. ( smth like that but longer )
wolfie (sms) : crap sia. i kinda took the wrong bus too.
LMAO LMAO. so in the end i wasn't the latest!

nice but weird ( obviously ) time shopping with the two guys! jh and i tried forcing yc to go into the ERO =X shop and walk a round before coming out, but haha of course he didnt luh. imagine how the salesgirl will feel when a tall, thin, undersized-shirt, biganddarkscary-eyed guy goes into her shop. :X lols..

had the time to chat for quite a while at the mrt station while waiting for their laurel to come and have lunch at northpoint after that. LOL the agape guy's thing is hilarious man! imagine someone walking up to u and asking u where are u from when u aren't from anywhere. LOL LOL LOL.

yeah, laurel's a guy! thought he was a girl at first. i mean, before i met him luh, when i first heard his name. took a while for me to realise he's actually a GUY. xD
he asked me if i was disappointed. LOL.

( we wanted wolfie to treat us for lunch )
laurel: yancheng, today u very handsome leh!
me: yah loh, u are the most handsome guy in the world!
laurel: for today.
me: haha yeah.
me: yancheng, today ur nose very small leh!
HAHAHAHAAA...

kk, then it was the carnival! :D went exploring with rongrong at the beginning when there was nothing to do, .. kind of not-very-nice actually, the stalls i mean. but the atmosphere and feeling's nice!
i think all our donuts were sold out quite quickly even though dunkins' doughnuts were just right next to us 0.0
helped out at the tickets stall for a good 2h! it was quite fun at first acting professional with ym. it's not everyday that we have the chance to holding such an elegant position at a front desk in front of the foyer ok! xD but it got tiring after a while already..
saw eugene and shawn! wonder how they got to be here man. hahaas. immediately smsed stella the fahuachi girl when i saw eugene. hahaaas.
and bb and i me was besotted by zijie. =X i can't believe i said that my phone's cam very lousy when yiyuan asked zijie to take photos with us. ohmytian whywhywhy did i say that?! why oh why. why~~ ;(

CSSconcert was great!! all the people sang really well, and zijie was very shuai! :DDD choonkeat is too! hahaas. missed out the last and apparently the nicest part of the concert because we went down to spend our coupons. walao! should've stayed luh!

FUUNN DAY!! :)

so now i have a four-day holiday in front of me. i think i'd most probably die, because who wouldn't if the common tests are coming and on top of that u can't see ur frens for 4 whole days? and i'm not in the best of moods either. o.o

been feeling down the whole day for a seriously stupid reason. i wonder why i always have to see things the complicated way when it comes to this kind of thing. 0.0
haiz. hope all'd be well after a sleep! GOODNIGHT! (:

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:36 PM
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WOLFIE, YOUR POST'S NICE! like it. heh.

anger appeased!
(:

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:11 AM
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DO YOU KNOW.

I HATE PEOPLE WHO ACCUSE ME ALL AROUND OF SOMETHING WITHOUT CHECKING TO MAKE SURE WHAT HE'S SAYING IS TRUE FIRST.

fine. u apologised and said sorry a few times already. but still. it's not a nice feeling.

ah nvm.

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ohmy.
i think somebody just switched my body with an old aunty's without informing me beforehand. or rather, i think some idiot took out all my muscles and rearranged them and glued them together using the cheapest PVC glue he/she can find.
i am sore all over!! i've been moving around the house in ultimate slow motion ever since yesterday! i let out a cry of pain whenever i bend down too quickly! i hate the stupid idiot who committed the aforementioned sin!

he/she should REPENT AND SIN NO MORE !! =((

hahas. actually the napfa test was kind of fun even though i suck at every single station except the inclined pull-ups. =X .. hehe i like mrsim!
" POMP! " he says! and hereafter he rivets the whole of his attention on the stopwatch in his hand, not lifting his head before the 30sec is up. which means that of cos, as far as intelligence and grabbing opportunities go, everybody cheated. xD
for the first time in my entire sour sports history, i got an A for my inclined pull-ups! I CAN'T BELIEVE I DID SEVENTEEN AND IT WAS RECORDED DOWN.

lolll. struggled for a loooooong time with my standing broad jump. i think it's another evidence that i've seriously become fatter. :(
" Went to the hall for napfa, noticed 1 thing, BIG BIRDS CANT JUMP! Lol. Wolves can't really either, but at least jump further than BIG BIRDS. Lol. I am just so damn mean. "
PLEASE FEEL GUILTY, REPENT AND SIN NO MORE. o.o

( mrtan's words are really handy man! lol. )

assembly ytd was quite nice. (; performance was quite cool and cute, and kept laughing with cg ym n clara! i like the 'banglahs'. heh.
felt distracted in the middle of it after we talked about the korean hostages. suddenly felt so much for them, i hardly ever get so affected by news of strangers i don't know! shocked myself with my sudden sadness. haiz.

walked home after school with stellie ytd! so long since we went back together ever since she decided to get hardworking -.- and study in school every day.
sat at the bus stop like what we've been doing since long ago, chatted and laughed and once again, she attracted the attention of 'cute' passengers on bus. last time it was lorry, degrade le! LOL damn funny man. the person kept making inexplicable hand signals to her. which i think he knows we can't understand either. -.-

SORRY LAH HUANGHOU ! ~ i help u blow ur wounds on monday!
I WILL REPENT AND SIN NO MORE !! ( omg this sentence's really cool! )

carnival's coming really soon, and i don't know a single thing abt it except that we're selling donuts. -.- supposed to be a group and yet i can't see what we are supposed to do.
ANW I LOOK FORWARD TO THE CSS PEOPLE'S SINGING! shawn's coming! :D

and yeah, we have to spend the 5day hols studying for common tests. o.o i luurrve the school man! -.-
butbutbut.. after common tests, I HAVE MY HARRYPOTTY TO LOOK FORWARD TO! ohmy i can't wait!
mrkang scared me by talking abt it that day he came back ( =D ), and even saying what happened in the first chapter!! ~_~ hahaas. he wore brown that day! the first time he appeared in anything other than green. heh. and there's a big pic of him in the vineyard! whoo~ maybe i should frame it up. xD

suddenly thought of my friends last night and how really lucky i am to have all of them, and tears came! tears have never come easily to me! so i shocked myself once again. LOL.

kk. before i go, i have one thing to announce!
everybody, i am currently the proud PRINCE CHARMING of dear old TANCHIAGEKsai. i won her love that fateful day ten years ago by going one up from rapunzel's prince; i slid up the mucus from her nose up the tower to rescue her, and hence blossomed our long long love. xD
just a small lil' info: she called me her prince first!! teehee. :P

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