THE WEATHER IS SO GOOD NOW :D
with the window open beside me while i'm starting to do I&R.


hope it stays this way when i go swimming later!
YAY SWIMMING! FINALLY!! =D

i look upon the moon and stars at 3:00 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

i love rainy days and, rainy nights, more so. :)

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:11 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

MY NEW BLOGSKIN IS NICE EH!

for now, goodbye to my skin for about THREE years (ohmy). WELCOME THE NEW ONE! *claps claps*

tag at my tagboard which looks so nice here :D hahahaha.

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE! ;)

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:46 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

:D i shall blog on a frequent basis nowadays, because i think i ought to be pretty guilty about the quantitiy of my posts this year as compared to previous years. heh.


anyway! about my last post (the emo one :P), i'm ok! results werent good, but werent as bad as i expected. was quite sad initially, but after moderation my mood flew to up to the mountains, and i was really relieved. :D
nevertheless, i must really do better next time, and finally, for the next big exam of our lives! so i must work harder soon and into next year :)

stupid stella: huh why are u sad?
me: cos my results are not good :(
ss: huh.... *blah blah blah*
ss: but then u pass everything right?
me: NO! i failed two! (cos this conv took place before the moderation thing)
ss: *laughs indiscreetly* YOU WILL FAIL DE MEH?! ohman why u will fail one! *tries to hide laughter*

LOL THE MEAN GIRL! LMAO.

but yeah thank you for all of you (yes stellasong this includes you -.-) who showed your concern for me, and who were there! really really touched. (:

really hope that those who are taking the retest will be able to pass, and get promoted together as a class. really, really. JIAYOU.


another week has passed us, and i continue to confirm the fact that life is blissful now! pw is much more relaxing as only final touches are being added to our wr, and we're starting on op, which is much less tedious ;D
we're getting kinda slacky sometimes, it's funny how we just sat there during one pw lesson, tried to get some work done, but kept ending up chatting instead.

yy has got something against me because she keeps going against everything i say, and laughing at all the NORMAL stuff that i do! but i know she loves my nice & cheap hoody alot =P
she kept saying to jasmine, "LOOK AT YOUR FRIEND!", so when jas isn't around she cannot say that and she'll struggle HAHAHA.

but hahaha it's really great that the 5 of us got the chance to grow closer because we're in the same pw group. heh.


watched Julie&Julia with wolfie dear on tuesday! first movie after our exams ^^
it's a nice show, and it's based on a true story. the julia is so cute. and i witnessed the stuffing of a chicken! hahahaha. laughed like crazy at some parts!

top one is julia! :D
BON APPETITE~

we watched it at The Cathay, so had Pastamania before that, and then had an amusing time in all the random shops found at plaza sing. LOL.
and not to forget, Chippy's afterwards! sat outside plaza sing and kouped a spoon from 7eleven so that we could eat the chicken crisps :P
youtube videos are... laughs, laughs and more laughs. hahahaha...


have been having co this week! (but the next one will be after op)
sectionals wasn't as scary as i thought it'd be, because it's been really long since we had a last prac and i thought i've forgotten everything. HAHA. and i only got pointed out by hls once! :D

during combined prac i always look forward to dinnertime because my stomach would be growling during the practice all the time. even though i had M&Ms to distract me yesterday it still wasn't enough! and when the long-awaited dinnertime finally came i was full of joy!

tancheng, huiyi, meiqin and me always go to the secluded corner outside the library to enjoy our rice (and chilli!)
i remember there was once we couldn't stop laughing when one of us said something funny, and the rest began to sprout off random lameshit things, and it got so difficult to eat because we kept laughing! and we ended up being late for going back. yk even had to come out and call us! HAHAHA.


met wolfie for SUPPER after co ytd even though i just ate around 1hour before :P we saw TWO PERSONS which stunned us (not using the wand), and fate had it that we didnt need to stalk them, but saw them ONCE AGAIN, at a place that you'd last think of. OHMYTIAN I LAUGHED TILL I WAS HITTING THE WALL. hahahahahahahahahaha.

yishun is a really small place huh! hehe.


ok anyway i signed up for a camp! to get my nyaa award lah. and i'm actually excited about it! first time i'm excited for a camp! there's gonna be kayaking! YAY! another fond memory! ;D

so that's about all for this post! as aforementioned, i'll be blogging more frequently, so will write some more next time, soon! cheers :)

i look upon the moon and stars at 4:24 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

it suddenly struck me that wednesday is arriving.. in just less than two days..

i knew it was coming.. all the way back last week, when i knew that is going to be the day. but just suddenly, it made its presence felt so starkly. nerves jumbled up, that's what it did for me.


fear and worry... the first time that i'm scared of facing reality of this sort. the answer to all the hard work of the year. something.. that deems those efforts... fruitful or futile.

many things are telling me i should be prepared for the worst. counting and calculating.. and those bad dreams i had. some things tell me i shouldn't worry, that it isn't so bad. sometimes you castigate yourself.. that i shouldn't complain even if the worst do come true, because there're others out there who are facing worse..


sometimes you try telling yourself, that it's not your fault, that other things are the factors, that sometimes, life is just not within your control. but when it comes to this kind of thing, at this point in time.. finding excuses for yourself just aren't going to work anymore, isn't it? and to top if off... you really do not know, which are the excuses, and which are the real reasons. and sometimes you think you care, and at other times you don't. sometimes emotions become a surprise to even the ones feeling them.


when you start off with high expectations.. the harshness of failure will just be harder to bear. when you have people around you that you just don't wanna disappoint, what will happen, when the disappointment becomes true?

i look upon the moon and stars at 8:09 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

I decided that it's really time for me to resume blogging again!

after weeks of mugging hard for promos and days of deprived sleep, plus countless thoughts for everything to end quickly quickly quickly, LIFE IS FINALLY HERE AGAIN!


i remember the first day right after promos ended i actually slept till 1plus in the afternoon. now you can see how freaking tired it is! JC life is horrendous man. HAHA FOR ALL THOSE OUT THERE GRUMBLING ABOUT O LEVELS, JUST WAIT TILL YOU GET TO JC!!

despite a very badly done math paper (and not to forget the other papers that didn't go so well either), the five of us still went out for a celebratory meal after thursday, the last day of promos!

MANHATTAN FISH MARKET :D

from left: yanchng, jasmine, jingshi, me & xiaohui.












then we decided to be romantic, and went to esplanade, then embarked on our tour of the Singapore River. what a great way to spend the day that ends all the hard work of the entire year!

went down to the merlion platform too, because 4 out of 5 of us has never seen the merlion up close before =P

we attracted lots of attention to ourselves because we kept screaming HELLO to the people cruising by all those little boats bobbling down the river. and we kept wahh-ing at all the things there even though we're singaporeans and shouldn't sound even more suagu than the many many other tourists there. HEHE.

the night scene just started to change before us when we were looking out over the river. before we knew it the buildings opposite us have all been lit up, together with the Singapore flyer, and everything looks like it has been transformed. hahaha and of course, we kept wahhing over that too! LOL.

took many photos!
the river at night.















and then i spent the rest of the days slacking, watching all the hk and korean dramas, READING HARRY POTTY :D, and going out to meet friends!

i love all these lazy afternoons and lazy nights, where there's nothing much that compels you to stop lazing around, other than pw which is pretty enjoyable compared to the promos before that. if only these days can go on and on! HEH.

will be going to my ahng's house tonight with my mum! LOOKING FORWARD! and tmr it'll be steamboat at jh's house! YAY!! =D

and before i go,



爱在记忆中找你

我对你这一生哪个可比
我与你差一些永远一起
邂逅时间场地似连场好戏
要自何页说起wow ho
爱太重深呼吸欠缺空气
爱太美轻轻的却载不起
爱情来到时候似明媚天气
它走了突然骤变雪落雨飞

如果可以恨你全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离

你太远该怎么说对不起
你太近一转身却已高飞
快乐也许太短似场流星雨
一眨眼就如幻觉怕又记起
我情愿我狠心憎你
我还在记忆中找你

I LOVE RAYMOND LAM !!! he win jaychou already!

i look upon the moon and stars at 3:12 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon